So, I want to make something that is able to expose all meanings. To create such, we must recreate the connections that define meaning and the world itself, since all meanings, such as inventions, ideas, interpretations, ETC, are found through these connections.
The world is, in other words, our experience. The fact that we have experience, means these connections already exists somewhere, somehow. But what are they made of? And can we not just use those?
Well, to answer the first question: We could say that these connections are made of whatever our brains are made of - that these connections are our brain. But I'd disagree with that. Because the brain is extremely complex, many even say that it is the most complex thing in the entire universe. However, at any given moment, my mind doesn't seem that complex at all, I always seem to be able to recognize what I am experiencing, or at least, I come quite close. Certainly, though, my experience doesn't seem to consist of hundred-billions different components like my brain does. This means that the brain isn't the structure, which holds all these defining connections, but it might just be something that helps uphold whatever structure that actually does. I call this structure that actually does for the mind-structure.
To answer the second question: Relying on the brain to uphold the mind-structure is not wise, as it is quite evident that it is imperfect, found through the fact that we are forgetful and not perfect thinkers. The brain is simply too random, and our minds too whimsical, to constantly uphold the mind-structure.
However, I believe we can use our language-ability to uphold the mind-structure almost perfectly. Language is special because it combines the 2 factors that determine the structure of the mind-structure.
The outer factor, like the components of the brain and how they react with each other. - Think of the effect that alcohol has on the brain and mind.
2. The inner factor, like the abilities of our mind that compliments each other.
- Think of when you sing the alphabet song to remember the alphabetic order when you can't remember it on your own.
Using language, by recognizing the components of our experience, we can use something like pen and paper to notate them and connect them as they are connected in our experience, resulting into a copy of the mind-structure, which then, due to the long life-span of pen and paper and our reliable ability to read, will function as a practically perfect mind-structure. Which ultimately means that we can use this method to replace our own need to think and remember.
It may seem impossible for something like pen and paper to be able to replace our own need to think because we associate thinking with some kind of act, by something alive, conscious and intelligent. But if we regard thinking as effort to make the brain uphold parts of the mind-structure, then, since we already have the practically perfect copy mind-structure, there's no need to make any effort in thought, as all meanings that thinking may reveal, like inventions, ideas, interpretations, etc, already are exposed/described in the copy.
If we want to get our mind-structure to be as close to the truth as possible, as close to holding all knowledge there is, it is not enough for a single person to copy their own mind-structure, but everyone, or at least as many as possible, needs to contribute to a collective mind-structure.
I will continue to formulate my thoughts on this topic, from notebooks to here, but after a long time with just having these thoughts exist in my head and in my notebooks, I am finding it somewhat difficult to formulate them in a more concise manner than in the more private language of my notebooks. In addition, as I still am developing some concepts and would like to weave them together with the rest as content on this site, I will probably not be as active on this site as I would be otherwise.
It has been around half a year since I created this site, but I have barely made any changes or additions to it. However, behind the scenes, so to speak, a lot has been going on in my mind. Among other things, I am currently writing a book, or at least, I am writing as if my writings were meant for a book, which really helps me to get an overview over everything related to my thoughts and it helps me formulate them a great deal (I have found much better formulations than what is shown on this site, which I wish to implement at some point). Furthermore, I spend a lot of time worrying about my future. I have already dropped out of school 4 times, I have some horrible horrible horrible sleep problems and the mere thought of any occupation other than something relevant to the topics of this site, seems as difficult to follow through as pointlessly jamming a knife into my hand.
Whatever I can do to help myself achieve an existence, where I peacefully can be occupied with these topics, feels like sabotage to myself instead. If I go to someone for help, I'd have to present my ideas to them, which in itself is actually what I'd like to happen, but the current formulations of my ideas feels unprecise and unconcise, which makes me worried that I will tarnish my name and cause them to ignore any later and improved versions, simply from seeing my name. Additionally, there is the chance that my ideas will be plagiarized and because of my quite taboo status, any claim that someone has stolen my ideas seems indefensible.
On the contrary, if I don't seek help from anyone, then I risk someone else going official with identical ideas before me. I believe my ideas could do much good in the world and in that sense, it would not be that bad overall. But, being recognized as the originator is important in order to get a ticket to the only occupation I can imagine myself doing.
Not getting any help would also mean that I'd have to try to live with the great uncertainty of whether or not my ideas even have a place to be received and/or whether or not I am unintentionally plagiarizing others myself. In the introduction, I say that all the ideas on here are my own because they are. But that doesn't necessarily mean I would have come up with them if I had grown up in a dark isolated basement. Of course not. My point is; in reality, while growing up, I have been influenced by education, tv-programmes, the internet ETC, and obviously I can't remember everything I have been told as a child or the things I've read when I was desperately and somewhat panicky searching for an answer to everything. My only remedy to the anxiety caused by these uncertainties is to remind myself that despite my intrinsic directedness towards the philosophies I write about here, I have only very rarely come across anything that fits the topics and they mostly just mention it fleetingly. Even in school, where we are supposed to be taught about the most important topics.